After 8 months..

 

Hubby was wondering why my mood swings were on their extremes since last night when I arrived from work. I bought him pastries last night but he didn’t like them so out of the blue, I was crying like a baby. When I woke up, my goodnight sleep didn’t change a thing. I’m still not in the mood for everything. As in everything. When I’m about to take a shower to prepare for work, I noticed that I have red stains on my underwear. That explains why I’m having mood swings and unexplainable pain in my tummy. Arghh.. PMS! I missed that. Men always think that women are just making this as an excuse to be grumpy and all. I just wish that they would experience this every month so they would know how it really feels. I was surprised about this because it was like 8 months ago since I had my last menstruation.

When I stopped taking pills way back March, I haven’t had my menstruation in a regular basis. I was thinking before that I was pregnant but I was not and thinking that it was just delayed since I’m not taking the pills anymore. I’m really scared to go on a check up. I have all these scary things in my head that an OB Gyne would say about this so I prefered not to visit one though Hubby constantly reminds me of that. Even my friends were telling me to have a consultation so I can have the peace of mind. Well, I’m planning to see an OB Gyne soon but still scared. I just hope that my menstruation cycle will be as regular as before.

 

Common problems during Valentine’s Day

I’m pretty sure that a lot of people dread this day to come. It’s not really an issue if you’re in a relationship or not. There are some things that’s usually causing headache for some. So whether you’re taken or taken for granted.. Valentines Day is the most crucial day of all time (aside from Christmas of course Ü)

The most common problem is that when you’re not even dating or seeing somebody. It’s like you’re in hot seat every year when Valentine’s day approaches mainly because most of your friends will have someone to take them to movies or give them something that you would be envy of definitely. Or you will be bored at home since you’re thinking that you can’t just call somebody on your phonelist, maybe because they’re out with someone special. There are some time that you would not turn on the TV nor listen to the radio because you’re expecting that it will be raining love stories and love songs and you might pity yourself by being alone in times like this. You will also wonder where all the fine boys/girls are or even think that you’re not good-looking enough. I think that this is not really a problem with guys since girls should have flowers and stuff every year on this day. Haha! It’s really awkward to walk outside alone while everybody who passes you by carry flowers or walking hand in hand with someone. It’s like you experience a mini heart attack when this happen. Better yet stay home and sleep all day. Anyway, this is not a week-long celebration. Haha!

I really admire those who carry this situation so good that they prefer to treat themselves or spend time with family instead of hiding in their shells. There are some who doesn’t make this a big deal out of their life or simply making deadma na lang or they’re kinda used to spending this alone every year.

Heartbrokens. Well, those who just broke up with their loveones definitely hates this day. Maybe because they’re used to spend this date with their exes. Specially that a lot of things will remind them of their memories and good times together. If their exes regularly send them flowers, take them out to fancy restaurants or just simply walking in a park. This is indeed suicide if a broken-hearted person goes out of the real world and stare at couples usually dating around. For some, there is nowhere to hide since you will be seeing couples anywhere you go. From malls to cinemas, bars to parks and most commonly cafes and restaurants. You would also think that this is the perfect time to throw away all those stuff that would remind you of your old love or maybe ask friends to set you up on a blind date just to get even with your ex who replace you right after you guys broke up. I wont blame them for this since a lot of people are thinking that Valentines Day is for couples and lovers so being broken-hearted at this time of the year is like walking half dead.

Last and definitely not the least.. Looking for a perfect gift or surprise for your someone special. This is a lot of pressure mostly for guys. Haha! But of course, girls would expect something unique and really special from their men. This can be a bit selfish for girls, I know, but hey we are the queens this time of the year (Aside from mothers day. Haha!) Where in the world would you see a girl setting up roses or candle lit dinners for their boyfriends? That’s 1 out of 10 believe me. We could cook yeah but not really those flowers and teddies. No wayyyy! Haha! The common problem would be on how to add up spice to the usual flowers and dinners. To not be so cliché or patterned to the usual. Maybe researching would be a great help or watching YouTube’s finest proposals. Haha! You could also ask your girl on how she would want to spend that day with you but that is some kinda risky since if it would be a surprise, we would know you’re just fishing for information. For some, budget would definitely be a problem because as much as they want to have it as bongga as possible if they wont have enough bucks for it, epic fail! If you would be good in some do-it-yourself gifts the better so you can save some for maybe a rose or 3. Guys usually have this After Valentine’s Syndrome or most commonly known as I’m-Broke-After-Valentine’s. Hahaha! There are some girls that would prefer to just spend time with you on a movie or simply having DVDs at home munching on a home-made popcorn. Well, you’re lucky if your girlfriend is this type. Haha!

As you can see, not only singles do have this It’s-Valentine’s-Again stuff. I believe everybody does (Excluding girls who are attached to mapera guys who will be just expecting gifts and all. Haha) Let me know, if you guys have additional insights about this so I can update this and add yours. I love this day though. Spread love and cheer everyday.. Not only during Valentine’s Day Ü

It was just a bad dream..

I woke up feeling not really good earlier. I had this dream or let say nightmare that had me thinking. I was so scared merely by just thinking about it. It was so real! The thing that made it so real was the fact that I was on a boat with some close relatives and it was the actual boat that I am on everyday to work, shortcut kasi yun from Pandacan to Sta. Ana. It was so scary. While we were on the boat, there was a whirlpool that’s sucking everything to the bottom of the river. I even lost my relatives that’s with me. I just woke up soaking wet in a room I’m not familiar with and my phone was even with me and it’s also soaking wet. I was shivering when I woke up from that nightmare and still not certain if it’s real or not. I even checked myself for any traces that I have been wet or something.

That made me decide to research about what my dream is all about. I search it on Google and found this website that interprets dreams.. DREAMSLEEP. This is what is says..

Water Dreams – the Hidden Meaning

Psychological Meaning:

Water usually represents our feelings and emotions. Like the waters of the womb, it can also represent security, life and birth. The nature of the water can reveal your emotional state of mind. For example, if you dream of crashing waves or rocky seas, this may show that your emotions are out of control.

A fast flowing river may show emotions that are rushing ahead too fast but if the waters are peaceful then so are you.

Mystical Meaning:

Deep pools and lakes of water can represent the unconscious.

Like the lake in the Arthur legends, magical gifts may appear to change your life

I found this from DREAMMOODS

Water

To see water in your dream symbolizes your unconscious and your emotional state of mind. Water is the living essence of the psyche and the flow of life energy. It is also symbolic of spirituality, knowledge, healing and refreshment. To dream that water is boiling suggests that you are expressing some emotional turmoil. Feelings from your unconscious are surfacing and ready to be acknowledged. You need to let out some steam. 

To see calm, clear water in your dream means that you are in tune with your spirituality. It denotes serenity, peace of mind, and rejuvenation.

To see muddy or dirty water in your dream indicates that you are wallowing in your negative emotions. You may need to take some time to cleanse your mind and find internal peace. Alternatively, the dream suggests that your thinking/judgment is unclear and clouded. If you are immersed in muddy water, then it indicates that you are in over your head in a situation and are overwhelmed by your emotions.

To dream that water is rising up in your house suggests that you are becoming overwhelmed by your emotions.

To hear running water in your dream denotes meditation and reflection. You are reflecting on your thoughts and emotions. 

To dream that you are walking on water indicates that you have total control over your emotions. It also suggests that you need to “stay on top” of your emotions and not let them explode out of hand. Alternatively, the dream is symbolic of faith in yourself.

And this from DREAMFORTH

Undertow

To dream of noticing a strong undertow is an alert that you may be being sucked into a significant emotional drama. However, there is time to step back and not get caught up in another person’s boring choices.

To dream of being caught by an undertow and being out of control implies that you may now have to accept your part in an emotional drama before finding a way to breathe and walk away.

As per what I read, well obviously, baka magulo nga ang utak ko or paikot ikot as I had a whirlpool of water in my dream or my emotions are out of control. I think, I also need to accept the things that I can’t change for me not to be caught on too much emotional drama. What I don’t understand is.. what were my relatives have to do with it? Hmm.. Maybe I need to have a separate research for that. Still not satisfied about what I read regarding this though. It’s like I’m half full. Maybe someone out there could help me.. Hmm..

An Hour of Fun Ü

This is a post celebration of our 51st. It should be the 30th but I had to go to work.. Unfortunately. Had troubles with our delayed sweldo so I decided to stay home at magmukmok then my Hubby asked me if we could go somewhere to spend the night since I’m at home.

We ate supper first and had our favorite Liempo from Andok’s. I was able to take a photo of their banner in front of me since naaliw ako dun sa tagline nilang.. Pambansang Litson Manok. Though we ate pork obviously. I was so full and I really wanted something sweet. I had Kisses Chocolates in mind but instead, Mint bought me Ice cream. Yum! Yum! He bought Selecta Hershey’s Milk Chocolate in a 1.5 ML tub so we were able to share it with our housemates, his Ate with pamangkins and his Mom along with his brother.

Afterwards, we were thinking of a place we could go to spend the night together. Hmm.. Yes. Star City is the place to be. Haha! We would want to be a kid again for the rest of the night. It just so happened that we arrived at 10pm and the park will close at 11pm. SO LAME but since we were there already, we decided to just have fun as much as we could.

Since most of the attractions and rides were already closed, we had fun in all the games that we could play though we knew na parang dinadaya kami not to get a prize. Haha:)

Too bad he was short 10 points to win a prize 😦

This was so fun! Haha! Pinagpawisan si Mint dyan.

This is like a lottery, you need to catch 5 balls with a sum of 120 for you to win a small toy and guess what? We won 2 small toys 🙂

cute little angel pigs 🙂

This is kinda difficult, you need to throw the tokens on the flat square and it should stay there. Apparently, the tiles were smooth enough for the tokens not to slide.

This is where the fun started. You need to manage to have a line with the balls. 3 consecutive lines will get you a huge toy. Unfortunately, we only had 2 lines so we won 2 small toys but it was so much fun. I didn’t win a toy for myself though, Mint was able to win them all. Haha 🙂

He won these for me 🙂

Had a break and ate some hotdogs wrapped in bacon. Yummy!

This is cool but it was already closed. Lame!

The Controversial Star Flyer. This was the ride that once famous for some guy who committed suicide while on this ride. Creepy right? I wont try it though. Niahaha 🙂

Taking a photo just beside the Star Flyer 🙂

The galleon from the Pirate Adventure is pretty cool. Looks real to me, I think it’s about the same size of  a real galleon plus the background was designed to fit the Pirates of Caribbean movie 🙂

We weren’t able to try this since there were a lot of people on the line for their turn. We took photos instead. Maspamado nga lang si Mint kaya blurred yung isa. Hmp.

The entrance at the China 🙂

This is a kiddie ride that’s so cute 🙂

Mint bought these souvenirs so we can have something that would remind us of our an hour adventure. I really had so much fun! I can’t imagine that we could do a lot in an hour. This would definitely be a memory to be treasured 🙂